reveal regurgitation, regent rescue, restful respite, resilient renewal, replenished revival, regained rejuvenation, revenue realization, respectful reflection, resplendent responsibility, resurgence.
Alas, this post was not to be for as these words swirled around in my head, I struggled with "how" to hasten healing hurt, harbor hope and hone happiness. Despite receiving honest refreshment from friends I still could not formulate the writing. As I neared 30 days with thoughts held captive, floating around in my head, another friend, gave me the most wonderful gift of all which helped me realize and remove my blockage. She gave me these simple words:
"It is so easy to get caught up in raw gurus or individuals who may lead many in the raw industry because for the most part they are just incredible. But when they fail, we get so very disappointed and even disillusioned with the movement. Follow no one but yourself as you embark this awesome journey but glean from, listen to and enjoy all.
Learn for yourself, be your own guru and enlighten your whole experience."
Eureka! It was just the spark to re-ignite my flow. All month, I had received yet not realized how the gifts that carried me through were linked and that each that help awaken the guru budding within me:
Jen - sight
Ronnie - humility and selflessness
Jason - support
Toni - mission and affirmation
Equipped with these new gifts, I moved to research, revive, and re-establish who and what I am to discover my own inner guru. It is my responsibility to remain human and humble; to learn and to embrace. While it is important to learn from teachers, leaders, idols etc, it is our responsibility to continuously build upon our own foundations to evolve, to establish and respect the guru that lies within us. Education is key. We all possess the gift of knowledge and the ability to learn; the gift to teach and the ability to share; the gift of realization of as- is and the ability to expand beyond with the gift of of intuition and wisdom. It is important to remain to embrace humility throughout the process for we will never know all or be all. That is not the objective of the guru. A true guru does not ask to be such. The meaning of the word guru is teacher, power, being, presence, counselor, and adviser. It is a position of pure love.
Becoming a Guru
How does one become such? The answer came to me as I thought about Stacey True. Stacey has started a social media page, Confessions of A Fat Vegan She is just beginning. She is, as she puts it, "on a mission to be completely plant-based and fit". There is much she admits she does not know. She admits she does not know what she does not know but she is willing to learn. She is willing to publicly display her transformation and addresses questions before being asked - as she states "Yes, vegans are fat too" . I love her candor and observing as she learns, shares, and evolves. It is beautiful to witness, for example, the honesty and proud posting of a midnight snack of strawberries instead of previous choices. I don't know if Stacey realizes it yet, but I see she is well on her way. She is becoming a guru. With grace and brutal honesty, she is already teaching that what she has learned in six short weeks.
|A picture from Dina's page..guru in progress.|
I applaud these individuals and their willingness to share, yet remain present in their moments. It inspires me to rouse the goddess within. How about you? What motivates the awakening of your inner guru? Are you still leaning or holding on to your teachers? Are you ready to let go just a little? A great teacher does not provide for one, they provide for many. Let them go. Allow them to use their gifts to help the next student coming. It is now your turn. Time to grow. Time to become the example your teacher set forth for you. You now know what you know. Use it, expand it, share it, move it, multiply it. It is okay not to be a guru on Day 1, it's okay to be afraid. It's okay to ease into it and feel the strength it provides. Embrace it, do it, be it. Your greatness awaits.
Yoga: Urhva Dhanurasana - Wheel Pose
Urhva Dhanurasana or Chakra Asana is the wheel pose. It is a form of a backbend which revitalizes the nervous system, improves breathing, and provides an energy boost. It also opens the 4th chakra , Anahata - the heart center. As you work and begin to release your inner guru, remember to do so with an open heart for all actions must come from your
heart with lovingkindness.
It is only then that you will be able to embrace, emit, and evolve.